Since I was a child I've been energy sensitive, however for a long time I didn't understand what it was that I was experiencing. Eventually, I got to a breaking point in life, where I felt lost on every level. The weight of the world felt heavy, with not only my own ‘stuff’ but everyone elses too. There was nowhere left to turn but inwards.  

 

It was on a beach, on an Island in Bali that my process of activation initiated. I began meditating, practising yoga and working with my dreams. Initially, I would sit for short periods, with the aim of simply focusing on my breath and watching my thoughts go by. Just continuing this mindful process over and over. Before long I began to feel electrical pulses around me which would cause my body to tense, I couldn't sit through them without clenching everything! I found it quite alarming to begin with, but the more I sat the stronger and larger they became. In time I trained myself to soften into these strange sensations, they resembled the feeling of two opposing forces of magnets.  Eventually, they would move through me, sometimes causing me to tremble and clicking my spine with each release. It was at this point I felt strong urges to sit in meditation for extended periods, with my awareness now not only on my breath but deep into the space in my body and aura. Sometimes the want to break away and move would be powerful, but I learned that if I maintained my breath focus whilst allowing a sensation, it would morph and shift. Eventually, the vibration of the area would rise and the buzz of light and awareness would move in.

 

After a few years, I could feel my energy centres aligning and my posture improving. I started to journey and engage more interactively with the spirit world. As I began to face my wounds from the past and continued to transmute and clear my blockages, my light became stronger and I started to understand how to use it.

The process has taken being empathic to a new sensory level for me, one that requires regular cleansing, and trips into nature to ground. The sensation feels as if I am hollow, with pulsing vibrations flowing through and around me. Tuning into these different energies sometimes brings visions or just a ‘knowing’ that something needs to be done. This could be anything, for example, retrieving soul fragments, or simply sending love or a colour to an area. Sometimes it's to direct healing outward, giving light to certain locations or the planet as a whole.  I do this with the power of my heart. 

 

Now, a while after making the transition into motherhood, I find myself called to help others strengthen their light. It took me a while to have the confidence, even to work with family and friends, but each time I do, helpers in the spirit world guide us and something new occurs.

I feel truly grateful for these experiences. and I'm aware that I'm only at the tip of the iceberg. I will be continuing on my path of healing and self-discovery, facing my shadows and growing my light.